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Well, everytime I make a new one of these-- I'll typically write this long boring thing about myself that 97.432% of you don't even read. And considering I'm bored, I figure I will write again-- because of course I have changed.
My name (is still, obviously) Morgan Alexis Wong. I'm half Asian, but most people don't think I look like it. I can't speak Chinese either so everyone should stop asking. I like art, but especially taking photographs. I guess you could say I'm content with myself. I like the way I look, even if I'm not really that pretty. I like my personality (omitting my sometimes extremely obnoxious loudness). If I consider you one of my close friends, there is nothing I won't do for you. I'm extremely liberal when it comes to making sacrifices for those that I love and care about. I have 4 best friends. I'd give my life for these people, if it meant that they would see tomorrow. For the past 3 years of my life, I could feel constant changes for me, I'm guessing because the process of me finding myself was so rapid and diverse. But now, I'm feeling myself slowly finding out who I am, and how I'm probably gonna be for the majority of my life. I used to be this huge metal head. With all the piercings, the mohawk, the tight jeans and the black hoodies, drugs, alcohol, smoking, going to shows, getting in fights, hooking up with as many people as possible. But now I realize that that wasn't me nor my personality at all. I don't really listen to metal anymore. And I took out my piercings. My favorite color is lime green. It has been since I was like-- 12. I think it always will be. When I was growing up, I was abused. Which leads to why I had gotten into so many physical fights with people for the past 2 years. I've learned to calm down and relax about things now. I'm a mild person and it doesn't take much at all to get me to laugh. I love animals, and I love spending times out doors. Despite my mildness, I'm one of the craziest people you'll ever meet. I'm an independent, head-strong extreme sportist who will never turn down a challenge. I believe that drugs and alcohol downgrades a person and can help you determine just how immature a person really is. I have respect for myself. I don't sleep around. So if some of you dicks think you're going to get in my pants, you're just gonna get a kick in the balls and a slap in the face. I wish I was 20. I hate being 15. I'm not cut out for highschool, nor the drama attatched to it. I wish I could just be in that one serious relationship. You know.. that one that lasts for several years that leads up to the perfect marriage. That's all I really want. I'll probably initally come off as not liking you. It's not true, I'm just careful with who holds my emotions. Despite what you think and have heard, I am an extremely caring girlfriend but it just leads me to getting more and more heart broken. I'm extremely sensitive and I get easily upset but it's something I've learned to deal with. I am single, but there's only one person that I have my eye on-- so sorry. It might possibly take a little while for me to completely and 100% open up to you, but I'm sure it will just take time. At heart, I am one of the biggest tom boys you'll ever come in contact with. I'll fight you, I'll play in the mud with you, I'll throw the football with you, I'll play xbox with you. Which generally results in me being "just one of the guys". Erm, lame. No one's ever heard of my favorite band. Not one person. You've most likely heard lots of rumors about me. Because that's the type of stuff that goes around in Tampa. So just for the record, I don't have STD's? Good, now we have that all cleared up. I could talk for hours with you, just as long as you'd talk back. I hate when people don't text message you back, or when people don't IM you back. It gets my on my nerves. Oh, I play soccer. Oh wow big shock. I'm really bad at parking. I want a bug convertable so bad. Summer is far too hot. Winter, far too cold. But autumn is wonderful. I have an older brother. He's pretty cool, except for when he makes fun of me for listening to anything that's not metal. I'm tied down to my bad decisions. I have the worst of luck. So if you ever want to go off and break the rules, don't do it with me. We'll get in trouble. I've been suspended, I've been in handcuffs, I've had charges pressed against me twice in the past few months. I'm friends with all my ex boyfriends. (Except for Chris Primosch because we don't really talk anymore). I get jealous really easily, so if we ever go out, please don't tell me about everyone you've made out with and all these stories about your ex girlfriend. I compare myself to others quite frequently. I don't like it. I've surfed for 4 years. It's my life, even though I don't hit the beach very often. I like writing (obvious?). I am constantly tense. I like having fun, but I can have it without the use of alcohol or drugs. The smell of cigarettes on a person is the sexiest thing alive. But I'll never smoke one again. I'm easily attatched, so you better be in for it. Oh yeah, I've played the guitar for 4 years, and the piano for 10. I sing too, since I was 7. I probably won't sing in front of you because I think I suck. And when you tell me I don't, I'll disagree and we'll argure over it for a while. I'm super corny. And I'm a sucker for cute romantic boys. I hate when guys wear girl jeans. Krew please. I have few friends, because everyone sucks. I just hang out with a huge group of skateboarders. They're all my friends. And Lauren and Erin. My only good friends that are girls. I feel guilty easily, so it won't be too long before I apologize to you for something I did. I hate when guys beat around the bush. And I hate "talking" with guys, but I bear with it. :D I'm impatient, especially with guys. Procrastination is a big part of my life. I never have my priorities straight. I've become everyone's Dr. Phil. I've started rambling which means I'm almost done with this. I'm going to call Chris. And then sleep. You probably haven't read this. And if you have, please let me know. Because, you're-- well. Erm, cool. Or. You're probably just bored and have nothing else to do. Or maybe even a little bit of both. Erm. Eek. Geez, sorry.
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